This is quite late actually, I was busy in my study, my anxiety and my life. But there is no doubt this is a special period of my life. After those busy days, I had a time to watch this movie finally. No pic, No details, just tear.

When I was a undergraduate student, the first movie of Marvel, Iron Man, was on. I was curious because of his because of his handsome face, his all boys dream of steel armor. At that time, I was like tony, regardless of the life. I felt that no one in this world can understand me, and no one can feel my troubles. My distance from my father was so far away, my dreams with me was so far away. During these 11 years, I have forgotten those who watched the Marvel movie with me, Iron Man, Captain America, Spiderman, Ant Man, Avengers. Dazzling, all passed.

I am so touched by this movie. After it, I told my fiend that I was crying several time during it. She said She said that she was also touched by the scene of the gathering of all the characters. But for me, it’s because the deep feeling of my life from the deep heart. I recalled that when I watched Iron Man for the first time in 2008 which he said “I am Iron Man”. These eleven years are like flying through the gaps, so I can’t believe that time is so ruthless, so that I can’t completely remember everything that happened during this time. Util he said it again with his gone. I hate that I have forgotten the pain and happiness I have experienced in these years, but I am happy for every unexpected experience I have experienced.

After that movie, I talked with my friends about the detailed story of it. They said they were all crying at that time. I believe there is a superhero dream in the heart of every boy. We wanna become a superhero to save the world, we wanna everyone can remember us. But on the road to growth, we lack ourselves to lose these dreams again and again. I am so sorry for my friends who are sincere, my families who really care for me, my lovers who put me in their heart. I am so sorry.

Like I said, I am not a boy any more. There is a tough way that I have to go. And there is not a life I expected. The only thing I can do is try my best to get it instead of hating it. For the tomorrow, for the future. I drunk three bottles of beers, and I will try my best to love you three throunds.